Desperate for something

Well here goes, as my anxiety towards a relationship edging closer and closer till a certain level whereby u are so desperate to have a new relationship then here comes the bitter part of life. So far can say most of my crushes are already occupied but this isn't actually an important priority for a 15 year old teenager to start having love life and start spending money for girlfriends as usual. I'll see whether is it possible for me to start a love life during college that will be appropriate.

The fact that I'm not really starting it is majorly caused with banning from my brother insisting that I will regret to waste my time spending on girlfriends rather than studying, okay i kinda agree with him but why not dating a girl like once in a blue moon?

I'm seriously lost and undecided.....

Having Insomniac Headache Again

How am I gonna start with this post? I guess I'll start with my weekly activities and I'll just continue with what's so surprisingly to all my beloved friends as I have already started what adults usually do to get their life going which is called -working-, yeah and I bet a lot of u seemed to be very very surprised with where I am working currently right?

Well, to tell u the truth my weekly schedule major part of it was all about me working and what I have learn there.... Unfortunately, there's this Heng Ee guy who recently just applied for a job at the same place I'm working and he's 15 by the way. But when he was having interview with my company's manager I was actually having a break and was hanging around the mall to u know like getting some fresh air? Hopefully, he speaks more of English than Chinese cause I'm like so over Mandarin for now and I bet most people should know that chinese educated students know nothing and I found out their way of studying methods are like study deadly without any passion for studying.

Recently, sleeping was a headache for me as something keeps getting into my mind. 1 of the staff actually was so friendly to take the courtesy to introduce some girls from Dalat International School (means Americans) cause he was a former student there, the reason of this is because I'm so over with most Asian girls.

Oh yeah, the job was quite tough for a 15 year old adolescence to handle cause it actually tests your physical and mental attributes. I'm also quite happy with whatever staffs they have there cause they are like extremely friendly and without a doubt the hourly salary was quite fine for someone who is around my age. That's all for now, will update sooner rather than later.